Chapter 43 Penny's POV

When a small tap happened on my door, I did not expect it to be Tasmin's voice that drifted through it.

" Penny, can I come in and we can talk ? " She said lowly, which I ignored. Why would I want to talk to one of Xanda's lovers ?

" Penny, I won't hurt you" she said, and I glared at the door. I just wanted to be left alone. I wanted to just sit and hate myself. Sit in my void hole and just loathe myself. Why would he let her come here ? Another punishment, has he told her to come and rub it in my face that they had been lovers ?

" I will just let myself in. I am giving you a chance to make this your choice. It sounds like you haven't had a lot of choices lately. You can choose to actually make a friend here ". Her voice was even and calm. I looked at the door confused. Friend ……