Pregnant For the Alpha

Iris Pov Dinner was ready but Alpha Kristen wasn't back home yet. I've got lots of things to do, but I had to skip them for the meantime just to make sure Alpha Kristen had his meal or else Ms. Felicia will have me dead if he goes to bed without eating. When I heard the alpha had returned, I quickly went to the kitchen. I had to steam the food in the oven since Alpha Kristen hates cold meals. Before I got to his room, he had made his way in. I gently pressed the doorknob, pushing the door opened. Alpha Kristen was laying on the bed, and I could perceive the shocking smell of alcohol which stained the atmosphere. I can't believe he could stay in such an offensive environment. For two days now, he's been this way. He's been depressed for reasons I wish I knew. I overheard some maids saying the lady he had intended to marry had gotten engaged to a billionaire. His current state hasn't been quite welcoming for any of us, but what can we do? The pack elders have tried their best, but no advice has gone futile. He would shun them to leave him, most times he threatens to punish any one who tries to talk him out of it. "Your majesty, your food is ready." I informed him. He didn't say a word so I turned to leave. "I'm not hungry." His deep voice sounded. I turned. "But Your majesty..." He didn't let me finish talking, he cut in. "Take the food away." I went to take the tray of food, when he called me back. "Come here." "I... Me... Your..." I stammered. "Yes, you. Come here." My body began to tremble as I slowly walked to his side. He sat erect, his eyes heavy from the too much alcohol he had taken. I stood before him, but he held my hand, pulling me to sit beside him. "Y... Your majesty." "I don't want that food, it's you I want." My eyes bulged open, a loud pound could be heard from my chest. Me? Why me? "Y... Your majesty, you're drunk. You need to get some rest." I said, my body hasn't stopped trembling from the fear. All I wanted was to leave this place for good, but he wasn't giving me the chance to. "I don't need any rest, Tracy. I need you." He said. Tracy? Who is Tracy? Maybe she is the so-called woman of his life who was taken by another man. But that still doesn't make any sense. I don't even know her, I haven't seen her before. Or could it be that we look alike? "Sire, my name is Iris and not..." He cuts me sharply. "Are you trying to lie to me again? After you had promised to wait for me. You just left, you left me in the dark and now... You're trying to deny the fact that you are my Tracy?" I could see the bitterness of betrayal in his voice. The surging pains of loneliness. "Sire, you've gotten it all wrong. I don't know who you're talking about. My name is not Tracy, Tracy has left with her new love. I'm Iris West, your maid." I explained. He sighed, his hands which were on my face were taken off as soon as he realized I wasn't Tracy. "We could have made a great home together." He said, his voice low and cold. "It's not too late to find a new love, Your majesty." He scoffed. "It's pointless trying." "No, you're wrong. It's not. You still have a long way to go. We all need you, I need you. Losing her isn't the end of the world, there's still a home to find a perfect woman for your life." I encouraged him. He didn't say any thing. His eyes moved from mine to my lips. I couldn't imagine it was what I was thinking. He isn't planning on kissing me, is he? "You remind me of her." I tried to pull back, but I felt his cold hands on my cheeks. A cold feeling ran through my veins, causing me to shiver. My breath seized for a brief second, I exhaled slowly as if my nostrils were thin enough to let the air leave freely out of my lungs. His hand moved to my jaw, slightly raising it up. For the first time I was staring into the eyes of my Alpha. I knew he had these beautiful blue hazel eyes but I never had the chance to look into them until now. Though they were covered with tears, it still held its beauty magnificently. "Please... don't let tonight go. I don't wanna remain like this." I looked deeper into his already wet stained eyes. "Your majesty…" I couldn't find the words. "Please… don't say no. I want you. I want you now. Please… don't go away. Don't leave me like she did." "I… I…" He leaned his face closer to mine, I could feel his lips pressed on mine as he gently kissed my lips. I didn't want to return the kiss but I saw myself betraying myself. As his lips grabbed mine, my body instantly responded and I kissed him back. Slowly, passionately with satisfaction. From a passionate kiss, Alpha Kristen dragged me on the bed. Even as he pulled off my clothes, I couldn't resist his touch and the way his lips moved around my delicate parts. When I got to realize myself, it was already late. His continuous thrust in my sensitive skin and the moans which escaped my lips only made things worse. It wasn't my intention to let him sleep with me, I just can't explain what went over me to let him have me tonight. Tears trickled the corner of my eyes as he went deeper in and out of me, pouring his pains and satisfaction inside me. I have promised myself never to let any man find his way in between my legs until the moon goddess blesses me with my own mate. But now, I every thing's changed. I was actually committing my first sin with my Alpha. My Master.