Rouge prince

"Joshua I'm not sure this is a good idea" Cynthia said her bright blue eyes looking deep into my brown ones. "I know you're scared my love but if we want to be together I must fight him for my rightful place otherwise he says I must marry another alpha woman. I won't give you up Celeste gave me you for a reason." I tell her brushing her light blonde hair behind her ear. My father has always been a cruel man but today I turned 21. He has refused my right of passage to become the next alpha all because my mate is on the lower scales of our society. Cynthia is a beautiful omega but because she isn't an alpha my father wants nothing to do with her even though since we've mated and marked each other she now has my strength. He says she is still weak and dishonest which is a character defect and doesn't matter how strong she is and he refuses to step down until I reject her or take the position. My mother had died when I was young so I was raised into a hard man but I'm sure I can be a fair ruler. I turn swiftly to look at the door as I hear the trumpets letting us know there's 30 minutes for us to start. I turn back and kiss Cynthia before I go to meet him at the training ground. "Stay here I don't want you to see what happens, win or lose just know I love you." I say as I kiss her one last time. I run from the room not turning back in fear I might not go through with this due to the fact I know my father won't give up and he had trained me well enough neither will I. One of us will die. I see him standing there on the field with a sword in hand; a silver blade with a monotonous look on his face. He looks for any reason to humiliate me I thought as I picked up my blade. "Joshua please listen" nick who is my father's beta is talking frantically. "I know you're father has been a mean man but surely you can see he loves you. Please you're the only one I can reason with call this off you will have to live with the fact that you killed your father." I give a dry cackle "or he'll live with the fact he killed his son. So either way I will have the win today" Nick shakes his head "you guys have such ego you can't see how much the other loves you" Nick leaves with his shoulders hunched because he knows he lost neither of us will back down. " five minutes!" Yells someone in the crowd. I find a corner of the court yard to let my thoughts fester and let my anger consume me. He really thought I would pick my mate? If he really loved me he would except the fact the mom goddess paired us together. Mom and him were true mates he should understand but he just can't except it. They are starting to ramble some rules but I can't hear it all I see is red until I hear the bell ring. My father and I circle for a while until I realize he won't make the first move which angers me even more. He wants everyone to see him as this great father. Even if he was a decent leader he was never there as a father for me. I felt a twinge in my side but nothing hit me. Huh that was strange. I love back to my father and he has a grave look on his face when I charge at him. We go back and forth for a while until we are both in a comprising position. I could kill him but if I do I'm going to lose my arm. I may not get another chance "Is it worth it boy? Your arm for the w***e" my father said. He let me know I was going to have to lose something today to. I take a few deep breathes and with a war cry I stab into my father's chest with the most excruciating pain I've ever felt. There was a few bond fires littering the yard so I ran to one to clotterize my arm. As I lay a burning piece of wood on my stub the smell of burning flesh fills the whole court yard along with the silence of losing their alpha. I go back to look at my father laying on the ground. " you're a man now." My father says "don't ever apologize to anyone. No matter what happens you are my son so hold your head high." Blood trickles from the side of his mouth as the life fades from his eyes. I thought I would feel more victorious now than what I do but my father is right I refuse to apologize. I go to find my prize; my Cynthia. She's right where I left her in the library with a now smile across her face. I smile back and start to run towards her as she is running to me but I see her face morphs into something different. She comes to a holt as her face changes from a smile to distaste and horror. I reach her and pull her to me with my right arm but something is off. She is stiff in my arms and pushing me away like she's seen a ghost. "What happened to your arm!?!" Cynthia exclaimed I try to make a joke "you should see the other guy" "This isn't funny at all how are you supposed to protect me?... how are you supposed to protect us?" She exclaims and now there is starting to gather a crowd and I hang my head knowing some of what she says is true. An alpha as decrepit as I now am is as good as dead. "I Cynthia white reject..." she starts and I look up in shock as she continues "Joshua woods alpha of the primal moon pack to be my mate." I roar in pain tearing at my chest. "I won't except it. I love you and I'll show you I can protect our pack and you" This was the last positive memory I have of Cynthia. On the day I killed my father. Shortly after that I was ran out of my own pack. Cynthia turned them all against me. All but nick who came with me. Two years later has made me cold having to fight for my life. I have since came across a scientist who has turned me more into a cyborg than human. I stand at 7.2 and ripple with muscle. I have a robotic arm for my right arm and he replaced one of my eyes with a laser one which was the stipulation for him helping me and we parted ways. I have felt the pain of my mate with her new mate on multiple accession and I ran back to her only for them to throw me away again. I have become cold and bitter, it's easier than feel that.