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Bound to love you

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Have you ever heard of Red strings?

I have this strange yet magical phenomena in life. When I turned 18 I can see red strings on peoples left ring finger.

I can see who they might end up with.

I also can see my best friend's end game, whom I love more than just a friend.

While me? I can't see any strings tied around my finger.

Am I not capable to love?.... Or to be love?

I should let myself believe that I don't have to depend on a stupid string just to find true love.

I can be my own cupid.

I am psyche Agape, let me tell you how I change and choose my own destiny ...

Written in TagLish

Written by: Pentellpains ?️

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Warning! Some scenes in every entry might contains violence, profanities and other Kabalbalan ni otor that is not suitable for young people ages below 18... You have been warned! "I'll still love you even in the next life" "******" (See you my love) "あなたはいつも*の*の*に**にいるでしょう" (You'll always be forever in my heart) "Si la reencarnación realmente existe, espero que yo sea la que elijas." (If reincarnation truly exist, I hope I'm the one you choose) "Même si le fil est cassé, je trouverai un moyen de le rattacher" (Even though the thread's broken, I'll find a way to tie it again) Recently I hear multiple of voices in different languages inside my head kaya hindi ko maintindihan. Minsan napapabalikwas na lang ako ng gising dahil sa mga panaginip na animo'y makatotohanan. Their voices were filled with sadness and sorrows. Kinapa ko ang bandang dibdib ko, I felt empty for a moment pero naagaw ang atensyon ko sa mismong tanawin na nakikita mula sa bintana ng aking kwarto. "Umagang kay ganda ng tanawin aking sinta" Bulalas ko na ikinalingon ni Boo mula sa labas ng bintana ay kita ko ang paglagaslas ng mga munting butil ng tubig mula sa buhok niya Tanging puting tuwalya lang ang tumatabon sa ibabang parte ng katawan niya, kape at palaman na lang ang kulang dahil may pandesal na. Kung ganito ba naman araw-araw makikita ko aba'y hindi nako maiistress tuwing sisingilin ako ng upa nung dragona naming landlady. I forgot to introduce myself. By the way I am Psyche Agape a senior high graduating student, nakatira ako sa isang maayos na apartment na malapit lang sa building ng condo ni Boo. I mean my Jaeden 'Fvcking' Wilde. Sakto na magka-tapat yung mga kwarto namin like mga dalawang dipa lang yung layo mula sa building ng apartment ko kaya I can see and love him from a distance huehue. Let me tell you our love story. Ganito kasi yun, I first fall in love when we were still in kinder. Not the typical love story na ako yung binubully dahil lang ako yung bida. I won't allow that even in my wildiest dream. Siempre ako yung bully kasi ayaw ko na ibully ng iba kaya inuunahan ko na. I am one of those kid na nananaksak ng lapis pero I didn't do that dahil trip lang. One day, nainis ako no'n sa maarte kong kaklase dahil tinawanan ako nung family day namin dahil pumunta ako sa school na walang kasamang magulang, hindi ko naman kasi alam ang family ka ek-ekan na at that time and kung alam ko lang din na kailangan pala ng magulang that day aba'y hindi na ko pupunta uy, napahiya ako pero tila ba nag slow motion ang paligid dahil isang batang lalaki sa kabilang section nag aya na magjoin ako with his family he even offer his hand. He was like a prince, at that moment I felt my heart skipped a beat, in that very moment as I held his hand I felt at ease and it feels like home. Magkasama kaming lumaki sa probinsya, ever since kindergarten to junior high. Until her Mom decided to let him go to metropolis for college kaya ayun sumunod ako kung saan siya. We're inseparable ika-nga sabi nila. "Hoy bilisan mo na, We're going to be late. You're already drooling." I was drag in the present time dahil sa sigaw niya at agad na sinaraduhan ng kurtina ang bintana. Napapadyak na lang ako sa inis dahil sa bitin. Hindi pa nabusog mata ko eh! "Madamot!" Napatingin ako sa wall clock sa kwarto at mabilis pa sa alas kwatro na tinungo ang banyo Wisik-wisik lang ng tubig ang ginawa ko para mas mapadali at todo paligo sa pabango pagkatapos. Nakakahiya naman kung didikit ako kay Boo tapos maaamoy niyang amoy lamang lupa ako aguy mode malala. Pagkalabas ng apartment bumungad sa akin ang fresh na Jaeden Wilde s***h University Bae s***h future mapapangasawa at magiging tatay ng mga anak ko "Mukha kang bruha. You didn't take a bath again, right?" Lahat ng pantasya ko ay nasira dahil sa pambungad niya. "Hindi ba pwedeng 'Good morning, love' sabay kiss sa akin? Hindi pwede? Ha?" Asar kong turan na ikinatawa niya. I was stunned when he gave me a peck on the forehead. Like heck! Araw-araw akong may kiss sa noo pero it feels like it's always the first time his lips touches my skin, cloud 9 parin yung pakiramdam. "Now, happy?" Tanong niya habang sabay kaming naglalakad papuntang school. Walking distance lang naman mga tatlong blocks Ang layo mula sa tinitirhan namin. "No, I want here." I pouted sabay turo sa lips ko. Instead ikiss ako ay pinitik niya lang ang nguso ko sabay iling. "Hindi ginagawa 'yan ng mag best friends. " He said while laughing habang ako nagkanda haba lalo ang nguso. He's aware that I love him more than just a friend, pero para sa kanya hanggang magbest friend lang ang tanging relasyon na maibibigay niya. He only see me as a little sister that needs to be protected, at hindi isang dalaga na magiging ina ng mga anak niya. I wiped the imaginary tears at the back of my mind. "I Don't want to lose you. Our friendship means everything to me." Yun ang sabi niya when I confess noong nasa grade 10 pa kami. "Hayst. Edi kiss mo ako sa lips as a best friend." I said while pouting. "You're funny as always, Love." Ahhh his endearment for me is like music to my ears. He calls me love because my surname means love. He clarified our relationship para hindi ako umasa sa kanya. He doesn't want to hurt my feelings pero ayaw niya akong masaktan kaaasa sa pagmamahal na kailan man ay hindi niya maibabalik. Well, he doesn't need to reciprocate my love for him. 'Just shut up and let me love you' That's what I always say everytime he feels guilty for not loving me in an intimate manner. He can be sweet and ruthless at the same time, isn't it? "You keep on staring at me. Stop Love, you look stupid. Alam ko naman na gwapo ako." "Ay, wow. Willing naman ako buhatin ang bangko mo" Minsan he can be hambog effortlessly, that make me love him even harder~deeper~fas- charot "No need, I am a gentleman." Wala sa sariling napatampal na'ko sa noo sariling noo dahilan nang pagtawa niya "Your face was funny. Para naman talagang hindi ako maginoo ah, hindi nga lang bastos." He added na mas nagpasakit sa tenga ko. Argh nakakapangduda talaga kung ano nagustuhan ko sa lalaking 'to. "Psyche!" Matinis na boses ang yumanig sa mga tutuli ko sa tenga nang makalampas kami sa may gate ng school. I examined the person in front from her straight black hair na abot hanggang bewang to her heart shaped face, mapapagkamalan talaga siyang dyosa na pinalayas sa mount Olympus. She's Agatha, classmate ni Boo when he first got in this school. At kalaunan naging kaibigan ko rin. I glanced the man beside me and he was obviously like struck by cupids bow while mine was struck my Zeus's lightning. "Boo, laway mo." I whispered to him at dali dali siyang namahid ng mukha only to find out na wala naman talaga. Tinawanan ko lang ang pag salubong ng makakapal niyang kilay at nanlilisik na mata. I stick out my tongue at mabilisan na hinila si Agatha sa classroom namin na takang-taka "Hey, Hindi ko pa na ge-greet si Denden." I just rolled my eyes at mas binilisan pa ang pagkaladkad sa mistress ng bebe ko, de joke. I was half late and half jealous. Ayaw ko lang makitang naglalandian ang dalawa habang nasa paligid pako, they can do that whenever I'm not around ugh, mga baboy! Natapos ang klase ng tahimik lang ako while Agatha and boo keep on teasing each other duhh pansin ko pa ang palihim nilang tinginan habang nagdisiskusyon ang teacher sa harapan. Mga inconsiderate, walang utang na loob! Nagpapakahirap ang mga magulang nilang pag aralin sila tapos ganito lang ang isusukli nila pagkatapos! "How 'bout you love? Anong gusto mo?" Tinatanong pa ba 'yan? "Siempre ikaw" He glance at Agatha's direction while the latter just laughed. He was asking kung anong gusto kong kainin dito sa cafeteria since hindi naman na bago ang ganito kaya alam kong alam niya na kung ano ang gusto kong kainin... Siya hehe. "Ok the usual." He chuckled before averted his eyes to the girl that have a pair of black orbs then left us to order our meals. Maya daan akong Centro bibili akong gayuma baka sakali ako naman ang tignan niya ng ganyan. "Psyche, You know Nicolai? Yung taga Business management Dept?" Agatha's strike a conversation like the usual she introduced different names of men na hindi ko kilala dahil hindi ako interesado. I may be single, but I can't mingle. She's so persistent to get rid of me, para magkaroon na siya ng way to my boo's heart. Hindi niya ba kita na nakapasok na siya? Hindi pa ba siya kontento? "Nope. Wala akong panahon para kilalanin siya." Walang gana kong sagot. " You love adventures right? There are rumors about him that he's cupid human version. He knows who you'll end up with." Chika niya. I know na she came up with that reason to catch my attention. Desperate move. Hmp! But ahhh- She got my interest! What if I meet up with this Nicolai guy to ask kung para ba talaga kami ni boo sa isa't isa. Now, I think ako yung desperada sa aming dalawa. "Oh, mukhang seryoso pinag uusapan niyo ah" The guy we both like appeared holding trays of foods for the three of us. "Nahh, we are just talking about Nicolai from the business management Department. Interested yata ang ating baby psyche sa kanya, Diba psyche?" She's a hella-bitchy friend. "Yup" I replied. Popping the 'p' sound. I was kinda expecting of boo getting jealous but nahh nevermind. He's my boo after all. "That's good to hear love" He flawlessly said bago sumubo ng kanin " At least hindi lang sa akin nakatuon ang atensyon mo. Explore more but not too much okay? Know your limits" He continues like he was like a strict father. "Paladesisyon ka daddy?" I coquettishly teases him. Mahigpit na hinawakan ko ang kubyertos at baka masaksak ko si agatha sa harap ko, she smiled at me from ear to ear. NATAPOS Ang buong araw ko nang sira halos wala rin kaming imikan ni boo pauwi but I feel his stares habang nasa kalsada kami he also tried to started a conversation pero agad ko rin tinatapos. Asar lang talaga ako sa tinuran ni Agatha the whole day, she was like striking a b***h fight with me. Hindi naman siya ganoon ka b***h eh, pero alam ko naman simula pa lang na b***h na siya, I can sense it pero parang naging ibang tao talaga siya eh. She was mahinhin at first yet jolly in the inside kaya madali kaming nag click, but now she was a total b***h real quick! Napadami na naman yata ang kakapapak sa seasoning nilang magical sarap. Haystttt. Anyway, I should not stress myself. Ayaw kong mag debut na stress, imbes na isayaw ako ni boo for our last dance ay baka mag back out pa siya at hindi na tumuloy sa pag attend. Dalawang linggo na lang at malapit na akong maging legal and when that time comes pipikutin ko na lang si boo I jokingly slap my face as if I could get out from these delusions. Loving him as a man requires a lot of energy lalo pa at may karibal akong mukhang na two-face na. Well, I can't stop every girls from school na mafall kay Boo, hindi ko nga mapigilan sarili ko, sila pa kaya. (;.....;) TBC~

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